You sit and wonder..

Sometimes you sit and wonder what would happen if you have chosen a different path in life.

And I wonder what will happen if.....

1. someone loves me forever&ever?
   
2. my favorite color is pink?
3. i lost my boy?
4. i could just lay on the grass and forget the world?
5. my 20th birthday will never come and I've already made a list of presents, like I always do?
   

and if,

I didn't manage to say how much I love you, mum, sis, lil bro, dad and my girlfriends?