It's Friday but it feels so Saturday to me. Everyone's at home, slacking, watching cartoon. And I'm busy. Hope I'm busy with assignment but actually I'm busy downloading stuffs and updating blog. How busy can I get right.

Just done finace sorting for next month. Hope everything goes well.
Lappy has already been sent to MEL. Can't wait for it to return all pure and empty. :)
Bla Bla Bla

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Morning! School's starting very soon. PM's TOR submission dateline is coming nearer and all that we have come up with is the introduction. We are soooo behind time. Need to get focused soon. Well........

Had a birthday party yesterday. FOOD!!!!!!! After so long of not having barbequed food............ Barbequed prawns are soooo Nice can. That's all actually I wanted to update.

Oh! And Dar's going to KL tomorrow. *Jealousy*
I sense my laptop's giving prob. Shall end here now.

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I finally smell cooked food. I'm just so excited cos there's real food in my house!!!!! This is so ROX arh!!!!!! Sotong. Ahhhhh...... The smell of sotong........... I'm so HIGH.
I've started reading "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire". I know it's late. But soooo hookable can.

Yesterday was relaxing. Pen & Tini came over yesterday. We ate, watch vcd and ate somemore.
I wanna eat at Sakura's Buffet. Let's go there.

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Went out. He was soooo quiet can. I don't know why, but yesterday was different. Don't know why either. He don't know why either. I see alot of "Whys" here.

Da la! Aku confussion sei...

;)

posted by NISA @ 10:25 AM 0 Comments

It have been great spending 2 day with Dar, after so long. Thanks for the company, concern and endless forgiveness. :)

In life, you never get the chance to have someone you wanted. It'll be a lie if you claimed that you've met the person you have always wanted. Newsflash, it's just part of the person that you are seeing.
I heard someone saying that if you say that you love someone for what he/she is, love them no matter what they are. No matter which sides they are showing to you. The good side, which you'll always love and the bad side, which you wished you'll never get to see- EVER!
But it's reality babe. Love him/her for what they are? Areeeee you sure?

Read Fana's entry about not able to complain or change something about the person you love(somewhere along that line la.) Well, personally I think we can't change that person like what we wanted(who in the world wanna someone else telling them to be like this etc). Changes are made only by the person itself. We can complain, we can show them the right way, but who will make the change? It will be them, themselves.

Love is not about the words, it's all about the actions you make.

posted by NISA @ 9:47 AM 0 Comments

What a day.

Die-die Nisa & Candy thought that 18 Dec 2005 was Evonne's 19th birthday. Paisey-ly we were late for 3 days. Hehehehehehe...... But we hope our surprise really surprise you hor. Smiley-smiley.

Ate alot of junk food at her house. Chocs, crackers, chocs, sweets, plum till my stomach feels so weird. Oh well.
Went to meet Aim after that to get somebody's else gift. F*ck the crowd la. Cannot tahan la JP. For Godness sake, it's Sunday. Don't you guys have to stay at home, watch some telly?

Thanks for somebody's great idea... we headed to town. "Who sei goes to town on Sunday". Hahahaha! Another crowd. Da lah perot rasa semacam. Walk2, talk2. We took an hour to reach town, 20 mins to walk to Marina Square, 20 mins walking IN Marina Square and 40 mins reutrning back. What an outing. HAHAHAHA!

Reach home, exhaustion. I don't know how to react. But I hope you know what you are doing. Smiley-smiley.

posted by NISA @ 11:16 AM 0 Comments

Finally, i feel a big burden have been lifted off my shoulders when the envelope is slipped into the nice looking hole. All those last minutes stuff really tireds me out.

It has been 40 days since grandpa passed away. Ahhh....
What's happening now? I've no freaking idea. Life have been... ntah eh.




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My life is stagnant now.

posted by NISA @ 12:03 AM 0 Comments

Walking around town without any cash is very tiring.

It has been a long time since I've got good company. There's just no words to describe how the evening was spent. Great conversation, great company, great environment and it's a great day out.

Well me, u. Ok done.

posted by NISA @ 12:28 AM 0 Comments

Yesterday was such a tiring day. Skipped afternoon classes just to get our parants last minute prezzie.



had dinner at Swense's. It cost me a freaking $85 can.




After eat and eat we went walking-walking at JP. Mum bought me this Esprit top. Cool-ness can.

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I serious in need of a holiday overseas. Let's go Bintan Pen. December we'll go k. Chey! I'll find a way to be out of Singapore asap. Can't stand this boredem. It's sucking the joy in me. Whatever~

Got a new hp. Back to basic, I am. I'm like sooooo addicted to Kelly Clarkson-Because of You. Someone loh, play that song over and over again till addicted. Thanks eh!

Now my SA groupmates are doing the assignments. And I'm just bored and pissed of to the max. Starting tuition today. The mum is very demanding huh.

me: Hi ***. I'm Nisa, your son's tutor.
***: Hi. You are in Poly rite? Which poly? Which year? How old are you?
me: ~wow!~ bla bla bla
***: I want to ask you something, jangan marah eh. Are you the modern type of girl?
me: ~huh?!? what modern?~ What do you mean by modern?
***: Pakai telekong?
me: ~TELEKONG?!? i only use it for prayers!!!~ No, I don't wear tudung.
***: So, do you wear min-skirts?
me: ~OMG!~ No. I only wear pants.
***: So, you are modern la.
me: ~do you want a tutor with afro hair, bell-bottoms?!?~ hmm.. not that modern.
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That purpose of calling was to ask her how to get to her place and informing her I'll be coming today. Dots Dots Dots.

Because of you.....

posted by NISA @ 3:20 PM 0 Comments

It was all perfect. Not from the start actually. How I wish you could spend more time. Every moment i think of you, it hurts so much. period

posted by NISA @ 2:10 PM 0 Comments

Period sucks! Damn emo can.

It's just sad that when u try very hard to make things happen the way u wanted it to. It's very difficult to act as though everything is fine when it wasn't at all. It feels very lonely when there's no one to talk when u need someone to talk to. It's very pathetic when there's no shoulder to cry on except for urs.

Somehow, whenever you're around, everything seems fine. The sky is blue, the world still rounds. (WTF?) You just brighten up the day. What is this feeling call? Happiness, it is. Having someone listening to you, having someone appreciating you makes a difference. Having something to look forward to is all that matters. Cos you know, tomorrow will be a better day.

All I wanted from you was to be my friend. A friend may not be such a big word for you, but it is for me. But judging from what is happening now, friend will always be friends. They come... and soon enough they will go.

Tell me what's your decision, so that I won't be kept in the dark. Enough of people running & hiding away. I can take the pain, I've gone through it so many times.

It hurts to see this end. You know I've been addicted. It just make it a notch harder.
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Now, for updates. Very emotional. It's getting very difficult to contact Feizel now. I hate thinking about you, cos it makes me cry. Well, from his "wise" words, "We are facing hardship first." I just hope it won't last forever.

I had this almost.perfect friend. But it's going to be over soon. I'm just waiting for the decision.

This is the last day of the week and yet assignments are not done yet. What's wrong with me?!? See..... what mum told you? Not to have relationship when studying. Now how? Kwang3... WADEVER, wif a capital W!

Pen, it's so true arh.. November is "Guys' ego month". And I have a feeling it's going to stretch to December. Nvm! WE WILL SURVIVE! No matter how guys sucks, we still love them, don't we Pen.

That will be all.

posted by NISA @ 9:59 AM 0 Comments

NOVEMBER: GUYS SUCK MONTH! MORRONS!!!!!!!!

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